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welcome to my e-journal, its pretty low-effort rn bcs that makes me want to update it 
22/04/26
watching: the pitt s1
playing: tomodatchi life: living the dream
listening to: joost klein rooftop freestyle
feeling: refreshed :3
been on such an upswing recently, a lot of blockades have been lifted, tasks waiting to be done for months has been done :3
tomodatchi is so fucking fun ohhgh my god. morning mio fix my every word natta
12/04/26
watching: MLP:FiM s1 
playing: Life is Strange Remaster 
feeling: on the upswing!! 
listening to: Midning Sun - Zara Larsson 
I went to visit my aunt and uncle today, I needed help to fix my car in time for the EU certification or whatever its called in english. 
She has a vacation hut just a few mins from my appartment, its a beautiful area with lots of trees and a really nice view of the ocean! We went on a nice walk and lo and behold my mental health is so much better today?? weird its almost like walks help or something. anyway 
11/04/26
playing: Life is Strange Remaster
feeling: insane 
listening to: ANGEL VOICES - VIRTUAL SELF (flash warning) 
my friend group is all getting into making personal websites 
05/04/26
watching: The Time That Remains (2009) 
playing: PMD EOS randomizer 
feeling: stuck 
eating: chicken bolognese w/ fusilli 
Spring is starting to dip it's toes over here, before chickening out and hands me a night i gotta sleep with the oven on again.
if it werent for the wind coming in from the open sea, i dont think this appartment would get nearly as cold as it gets!! yesterday i was walking around with my cute pizza shorts that my boyfriend gave me, and now im sitting here with wool socks and a heated blanket. 
now i think i get the whole false spring thing.. when i lived up north, it was snowy up until like may sometimes! its not nearly enough snow down here, but i guess thats the price i pay for wanting to live south 
i watched a couple of movies today, i found a site to stream How to Shoot a Ghost (Kaufman, 2025) and im soso excited, ive been wanting to watch it for months but i havent seen any uploads!!! im gonna sweet talk boyfriend into watching it with me >:)
otherwise nothing new. hanging on for dear life and procrastinating doing shit. the yooj 
16/03/26
watching: sopranos
feeling: relieved 
so today i was making soup and when i was searing the chicken, i got a bit of hot oil on my arm. not to worry i thought and got my gay little aloe vera that saved my ass in italy 2023! applied all is well.... but the burn kept growing. sure me and my bf thought, normal oil burn stuff, just keep an eye on it, wrap it and apply some more. it keeps growing. at this point it eas as big as half my forearm and i swear i only got a bit on me!! ofc. turns out im allergic to the aloe vera :kms: i popped some alergy meds and noe i cant even see where the burn is
15/03/26
watching: beastars finale 
listening to: no matter what (2025) - Vylet Pony
feeling: hungry!!! 
just spent the afternoon fucking around with buttons and trying to understand the flex property better! trying to distract myself so i dont end up buying pokopia lmao 
it looks sooo good and i know ill be obsessed. but i already spent my fun budget on plane tickets >:( im going to the annecy animation festival with my pals this summer! i went in 2023 and it was soo good. if i can afford ill splurge on an industry pass to get into the good shittt
another thing im saving up for is the new tomodachi life launching next month. ohhh my god im so ready...
11/03/26
watching: sopranos
tomorrow's my kids gonna have a sleepover at the kindergarden. i got the task of making a treasure hunt for em! tbh the only reason why i went ahead and took over that task is bcs i didnt want my AI-obsessed coworker to generate another shitty thang to rot the kids brains
04/03/26
i work at a kindergarden, and one of the running jokes rn is the word googleplex, apperantly the worlds biggest number. Theres one kid thats obsessed w it and whenever i joke w him about "what if that guy is one googleplex years old" shit like that, it always make him smile 
me and my boyfriend watched the OG godzilla today 
and i finished resizing my decomail! yippie!! 
next i wanna work on my landing page methinks
03/03/26
cooking hot dogs in oil shirtless and hot oil seared my tits i feel like the fairy odd parents bit
02/03/26
guess who found a shitton of those deco stuff everyone uses!!!! sorry ahead of time im gonna be so annoying
last saturday me, my boyfriend and my friend mali watched MGP together! been a while since i drank that much 
the guy were rooting for won even! also hes kinda. hes kinda um. anyway. https://youtu.be/7Alvjx6W2BU?si=vFZauubHpY7-oLdP
25/02/26
working on blinkies again :p did a custom owl city one bcs im insane.
another thing i wanna do is like my gay little banners link to someplace. doesent neccessarily need to be anything related to whats going on in the banner just funny vids or websites >:)
24/02/26
INSANE how updating 4 blinkies takes One Whole Hour. I cleaned them up so theyre more easily swappable, but at what cost. Also having such a hard time finding blinkies dedicated to my interests. HOW is there no owl city blinkie. afugghfh if only i had more hours in the day
ive been trying to have a more healthy Everything. Im trying to do stretches, skin care, have a consistent bed time, consume more art, make more art etc etc and i feel like a rubber band my god. i try to start heading to bed at 21:00 (im 20 minutes past bedtime rn) and i feel insane??? and i wake up tired still??
i guess part of my problem is that im not capable of dedicating days of the week to certian things. it always feels like a Now or Never thing for me, i cant know if tomorrows energy will be strong enough to carry this task so it Should Be Done Now (and then i dont).
its getting better i think, but i still worry
26/01/26
It's my boyfriend's birthday today (happy birthday babe!!) and we're watching nusicaä, which i somehow had never watched before now? really cute i love teto :3
25/01/26
Locked the FUCK in today to finally fix my beloved ad banner. im so hungry auuu
my goal for the site is to have a blog, a travel log (i saw someone do it and it looks awesome) and finish up my about, shrines and oc stuff